I took a break from blogging because I had met someone that I thought could really change everything. He changed my mind about the type guy that's out there. And then he pulled the same crap they all do. I thought I would take a break from dating but then I got a message from a guy and we started talking and he really just swept me off my feet. I hadn't felt a connection like that in a long time. When I first saw him, it was like I had known him all my life and the level of comfort you yearn for in a relationship was instant. It was like this void in my life was suddenly filled. Craziest thing I've felt in a long time.
But of course, my love life is a never ending punch line. I couldn't make this shit up if I tried. Is there some forever kick me sign on my back that states "fall super hard for me. Finally convince me to give it a chance. Then lose your damn mind"...??? Because that's where I'm at. I can't even begin to wrap my mind around the last 48 hours of my life. Maybe when I get a grip on it, I'll share. Until then, I'm on lockdown. I can't keep doing this. I don't understand where these guys are coming from. Under different circumstances, either of the last two I met would have been perfectly great boyfriends. But neither was at a place in their life where they should have been trying to make a place in mine.
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